a husk, a husk
a cyanide citrus seed, emptied into my eyes
I’ll be spitting poison for weeks, goddamn you Reverend Mother
I have walked another circle in the crop
tide over a beggar for the night
sipped black honey still the stars were in my mouth
and not my heart
super novacaine indentured throughout my jaw
it’s how I live my life until I find the right wrench
to pry my thoughts apart, care less about love and more about life
a paperback novel on my coffee table
my name screamed all over it
and still the siesta careened down
passing the canary in the tunnel
if there is one thing I have learned,
it is to never trust a miner.
the miner left the cage door open again
